National Achievers Congress

on 26~27 April 2008 i attended the National Achievers Congress at KL convention center..it was great...learned a lot of things...the theme was "How to create more money, love and happiness in your life"...they were a lot of great speakers there...1 of the speaker was a guy that made $200m on eBay(making that much money on eBay??..like wth!!)...1 more speaker,this is the best of them all i think..his name is Joe Girard,he is a salesman...he sells at average 6 cars per day!!...a normal car sales man will sell only about 6 cars per month..but this guy sells 6 per day...its a miracle how he did it...this course had open my eyes, now i am going to save for the future..i got my idea on what to invest but i am not going to tell anybody(u cant steal my million dollar idea =D)..they teach u how to invest in your savings and earn more money..but mainly, the all talk about MONEY...so its like money money money for them...hahah..i really recommend you readers to go for it next year..its a every year thing...if u are interested in business, finance, stocks...this is the place to be...i might be going again next year..anybody care to join me?? =)

April 26

last year April 26 was a great day...it was the day i entered Freedom Dance Studio!! woot woot...it has been 1 year..wow...that was long??..but it was so much fun...made a lot of friends...Love every single 1 of them...they all are a big part in my life....for me..Freedom is like a big family of dancers....a place where the all meet,hang and chill...with their ups and downs....lot of conflict happen in there 2 =)....owh ya, for got to tell ya about the teacher there....he is Jacob...real talented person...he is from Giller battle crew.....the freedom crew is called element crew...all of them also like shit ass funny =D....can start their own jackass!!!...besides ELC..there is Temptation crew!!...the best crew in the world!!!(hahahah)...I WISH..this is the crew that i and my class mates went for out 1st dance competition...T-hop dance master....we dint do that well....come on, it was our 1st comp =)..we will do better next time...PROMISE...practice makes perfect..i wont let anything stop me going for class..i think in that whole year..only missed 1 time...that was because had to go back to hometown...that shows how much i love my class...

besides that, on 26 April was the day i got together with my 1st gf...it was fun....great experience...we had a lot of fun together...but after a while...my feelings for her started to get less...i really dont know why...but it just happen..we were together for 6 months...i cant control my feelings u see...i cant just tell them to stop doing that...i dint wan to hurt her more by still being together while she only gives me the love and she doesnt get it back...get the point??..i dint want to cheat on her...so i just had to tell her...it ended up in a phone call..i am really really really sorry if i hurt ur feelings...we are still friends now..hope we get to go out soon

Mix relationships should not be an issue in Malaysia

Mix relationships should not be an issue in the 21st century...the religion of Christianity and Islam,Buddhism and Hinduism are almost alike...there are not much difference between them...and they say people in the 21st century must be open minded??...i dont see that happening!!...we should not repeat the past...so what if they are black,white,brown,yellow..it does not really matter...as long as u belive in God...we all belive in god..thats the main thing...does matter if u are christian islam or what ever...

now lets come to the main point of my post...

last time..long time ago...it is a bad thing if u marry a person from a different religion...it may be even be called a SIN and give a bad name to ur family..but this is the 21st century..we should change...we have seen a massive change from the past...they are alot of mix couples now days..

We all know Malaysia is a multi racial country rite????..we have Malays Indians Chinese..but here in Malaysia most teens dont like being in mix relationships for stupid reason....I MEAN REALLY STUPID REASON...1st reason is because of the difference in colour....i got a fren who is quite close with this girl..1 day..that girl confessed to him..he said NO..i ask him why you said no??..he said..."i dont want to get together with her because she is a different colour(meaning different race)"...i was like WTF....what a stupid reason...i cant blame him...it is just how he was brought up...other than that..the pressure that is given by thier peers..i got a cousin...he got together with a Chinese girl...they broke up after few months because her frens kept teasing her because she got together with an Indian...even my parents said its better u get married to an Indian...i would be like ok ok ok...so they stop bugging me..heheh...but deep inside me...i really dont give a F***...as long as i love that person....i dont care if she is Black or White....that is the meaning of love people....u love some1 for who they are...not for thier colour or race...this has been a big issue until some people are scared to confess to that person because of the fear that the person will reject you because of colour....I hope this post will open ur eyes about mix relationships..hope u people will change ur self after reading this...

Sicx out

Giving up hope

Giving up hope??..i am giving up hope on pursuing for her...i think it is useless...pointless...meaningless...at the rate that i am going in..i will get no where...and i feel I AM going no where...frens say think positive...she will come to know about you...but i am trying everything..i mean everything...and i see no results...besides that, she treats my like TRASH..i dont know what should i do...i have been trying for like 7 ****ing months...7 months!!!....and she still treats me the same way...."she does to me what i do to other girls"...now i know how does it feel to be treated like trash..i think this is gods way of telling me to be a better person..WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND...and they are few other reason i think i should give up...its stupid reason that should be treated maturely...i am going to see her soon and i will try my best to just be friends...nothing more...cause it will take me no where...it will just lead to nights of me thinking about her...having dreams about her...the simplest dreams...but it means alot to me...that are the dreams that make me try harder...i think dreams are a way of telling our self to try harder...that is what i think..but every time i tell me self to give up...i keep on trying after few days...she does the littlest things that make me feel happy...she is doing it in a friendly manner i know,but i feel it means a lot...all this is just false hope..she is giving me false hope..hahah...Friends, if u read this..pls help me forget about her by stop talking about her 2 me...Please..

Love me babies

I very much love them...they mean a lot to me...i wont give them up....u all might think what am i talking about...well..i am talking about my shoes!!!...my lovely shoes!!!....many people think i am crazy...well..i think i AM...hahahah...dont know why, recently...i got a liking for shoes...all types..dont care what brand...as long as they are nice...now i got 10 pairs!!!..i am planing to buy more...and never stop....muahahahaha....parents kill me everytime i get a new pair...but i dont give a ****...as long i am happy...my next shoe on my mind is Everlast low cut shoe and maybe a adidas...i dont have an adidas T.T....i am not showing off or anything...this is MY blog...so ill write about my life =D...and shoes is a big part of my life...bala~baBaBA i'm lovin it....

Sajak untukmu

Recently i got this liking for writing..i don't know ever u can call this a poem...some ppl say it doesn't rhyme...but i don't give a shit...so this is my poem....this i what on my mind rite now if u guys want to know..that is what inspire me to write this...it isn't any good...but everybody has to start some where..i wrote this while i was at kasturi..hahaha..lame rite.....i still haven't got a tittle for it..i guess u can call it anything u want...i hope that person that i meant in this poem reads this...hope she gets the meaning..hope she doesn't get angry...hope she will get touched...hope she will like it...hope her eyes will open after reading this poem..hope she will call me after reading this..but that person will never know it is for her....if only she can really she the meaning to this poem...if only....

before we meet, i was lost.
on the day i lay my eyes on u, i had a reason to live.
enough to fill my heart with joy.
y is it so hard for u to see that i am ur Guardian angel.
i will prove to you, that im not like the rest
like it or not, u know u cud always count on me when ur down
or for whatever reason, just know, ill always be there 4 u
vanish? never!!thats not something i intend to do.
eternal happiness we will get when were together.
y cant u see that ur the one my heart desires.
only u, and no other girl can make me feel the way i feel
u and I are meant to be, if only u could see what i see........

-SicX™-

We all wear a Mask

WE wear the mask that grins and lies, It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,— This debt we pay to human guile; With torn and bleeding hearts we smile, And mouth with myriad subtleties.

Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.

We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries To thee from tortured souls arise. We sing, but oh the clay is vile Beneath our feet, and long the mile; But let the world dream otherwise, We wear the mask!

Wearing a mask to me brings the meaning that we will change our self when we are with different types of people....i think most of us wear a mask when we are with different types of people but we wont notice it...for example..like when we are with this group of frens...we will change our self to fit in...than when we move to a different group...we will put on another mask....people dont wan to be their self cause they might think they wont fit in and people will think that they are "freaky"...i know this person...he likes a girl called Y...when he is with this girl...he will totally change his attitude...he wont be his self...well...i think this is no use...cause..if Y falls in love with him...SHE WILL FALL I LOVE WITH THE GUY IN THE MASK ....than...after awhile in the relationship..Y will find out his true colours and wont like him cause she feel in love with the guy in the mask...i am not pointing fingers at any1...i am just saying...just be your self cause there is only 1 "YOU" in the whole world..everybody is special...everybody has their on thing that makes them for who they are...i just hope...after reading this..u will all throw ur mask and just be you self....dont be a fucking poser just to get in a group of people that u think are cool...start your own thing!!!...hahaha...to tell u the truth...even i wear a mask...after thinking about it...i am trying to change my self...i know it is hard taking the mask out....but we just got to do it....change for the better good =)

A new leaf

i stoped blogging for a long time..i am going to start back from where i stoped..where did i stop at??...well...i also got no idea...

what am i doing now??
waiting for my tution teacher to come...and i dont think he is coming...i have been waiting for 1 hour +..ahhahah

owh ya...last thursday i went for debate at Seri Ampang..it wan fun..get to skip school!!...meet new people and see old friends...saw my cous there..she was in the CBN team...i think they are good...that is what people say...but titiwangsa is better...hehehe...(must atleast give some support rite? ^.^)...i think we fought SriRampai...i think...we had an easy match back there...they were 1st year debaters and they were young...so we got an easy win...not quite sure when is our next match..cant wait!!!(get to skip school again)...hahahahah...after debate...went to school...stayed for bio for awhile(OMG..just remember i had Bio peka)..

well thats all i got to say...there isint any more... -Peace-